Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in x_pinup's LiveJournal:

Thursday, April 6th, 2006
9:58 pm	ok so it turns out that i did get yonah in children of eden lol, dates will come soon. i have so much going on right now .. thinking about college is stressing me out so much. im looking really seriously into the university of delaware. its only 3 hours away so i have the option of coming home on the weekends if i want, and it offers the major im interested in, and offers a variety of others just in case i decide i hate this major. i just wish it wasnt so difficult to decide.
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Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
3:35 pm	its taking over my life. no matter how hard i try i cant stop it. i dont want to do it anymore but i just cant stop. i found myself crying to greg about it the other day, about how i wish i had never started this. and how no person deserves this and i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy. i feel like im falling in deeper and deeper as every day goes by. no matter what anyone says about me i still have that same motivation to do it. and its so sad that it took me 4 years to get to this point and come out and say that i dont like feeling like this and i want to stop. we'll see what happens.
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Saturday, March 25th, 2006
2:18 pm	its been a while since i updated and my life has been pretty eventful too. junior banquet is in less than a week and i still need shoes so im goign to the mall today with margaret to find some. school is just ew .. im pretty much over it and it needs to be summer like right now cuz i hate the cold kthanks. i realized something lately that i really do have a lot of friends who care about me and are all pretty proud of me right now because of something i did that i really needed to do. children of eden auditions were last wednesday and i think i did good but i wanna be yonahhhh. but anyway im leaving soon and going to rocky tonight so be there and ill see you k peace <3
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Sunday, February 12th, 2006
2:17 pm	snow =[ snow really sucks. its cold and annoying and it cancelled double saigon. i was really looking forward to the double today .. because i genuinely like being with the cast of saigon. the show was a disaster last night but what can ya do, the leads were good. the snow is horrible im doing nothing but sitting home online shopping. i made brownies because i was bored they're FN amazing no school tomorrow would be beautiful. but i guess i gotta do my religion essay just in case.BYE
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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
10:57 pm	post a secret or confession about anything. you can be as vague or specific as you want. dont write you're name, it ruins the point of it. post anonymously. anything rude will be deleted. <33
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Monday, January 30th, 2006
2:06 pm	( birthday weekendddd .. ♥ ) its long .. but heyyy .. it explains an awesome weekend
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Thursday, January 26th, 2006
9:51 pm	the road will end in a new world♥ aiiight wuddup nigs im bored so thats a good time to update right ? yea i thought so so anyway today i woke up freakin so early to do my dance project and it was incredibly gay i hated it and then i went home and went back to bed i was supposed to go to the mall with margaret but my mom had to work so she couldnt pick us up it sucks that i dont drive maybe i should get on taking drivers ed. so anyway i slept until like 2 i woke up and watched true hollywood story: beauty pageants it was somewhat interesting and then i went to the eye doctor. i got new glasses theyre cute little coach ones theyre brown with the little c's on the inside and rhinestones on the side loves them. tonight i just didnt feel like going out im feeling like a bum as usual and its a thursday night anyway and ive got my chem and spanish midterms tomorrow too kill me. at least i have off on monday and my birthday is saturday its a beautiful thing KAY BYE
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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
10:15 pm	♥♥ today was the english regents it really sucked lets talk about how i had to write an essay on manatees ? wtf is that ok well anyway after that i went home went to the library to try to get the rent cd soundtrack cuz i was supposed to learn light my candle by today but they didnt have it so whatevs. i went to cap class it was fun i guess we just chilled and then i saw some saigon people i accually really miss it but it all starts again on friday. so ive got no tests tomorrow but i have to go into school at freakin 745 to do a dance project how gay ? but then after that im going to the mall with margaret so its all gonna be ok in the end Cpsoccer21: ummm ur gorgeous ^^ this kid is the reason i live alright peace
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Monday, January 23rd, 2006
3:20 pm	im cool i promise ? yea so i just like to have things like this just to write stuff down in .. ive had like 83749128 xangas so i decided heyyy why not try livejournal. lifes alright miss saigon is hottttt deff come see it at cap im a whore. its weird how we all accually like eachother and theres no drama or diva fits everyones really nice and im having fun school ?!?! ew whatever i had my math and global midterms today .. easy i guess. tomorrows the english regents its annoying that its stretched out into 2 days why cant we just go for a long time and get it over with ? my birthday is saturday it should be amazing IM GOING TO INATOME WITH MY BEST and theres a saigon show on my birthday and you should obv come see it k thanks summer needs to be here like right now im bored of life and i hate cold weather its stupid. going away in february looks like its falling through and thats annoying because i need to go away getting ready for my next pageant is getting somewhat annoying i wont lie because ive still got to collect the money through sponsors but when it gets here it will be worth it im rambling bye
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